I still cannot but wonder why a full grown woman of 25, an actress who has a house, living comfortably with two maids and a driver would chose to end her life cause her love wasn't respected by her boyfriend who is just 21?
I used to think such love stories existed only in Bollywood, but this suicide had me over the wall.
Jiah Khan,a bollywood actress on the 2nd of June was found hanging from her bedroom ceiling fan in her residence at Mumbai. Her mother later found a 6 page suicide note written by Jiah and was released to the press.
I'm not to judge but do the sins of the father actually infest his son? as Jiah's boyfriend, Suraj Pancholi, whom she addressed the letter to is the son of the famous Aditya Pancholi who was formerly convicted of raping his partner's housemaid...now it seems his son has his syndrome in his genes too.
Suraj said he had ended things with Jiah weeks before her death, but the Indian Police found out he was with her 2 days before her death, Suraj has been arrested for possible abetting of Jiah's suicide.
Abeg biko...are the guys wicked or the ladies just too plain emotional??
Read the suicide note after the cut..
'I don't know how to say this to you but I might as well now as I have nothing to lose. I've already lost everything. If you're reading this I might have already left or about to leave. I am broken inside. You may not have known this but you affected me deeply to a point where I lost myself in loving you. Yet you tortured me every day.
These days I see no light I wake up not wanting to wake up. There was a time I saw my life with you, a future with you. But you shattered my dreams. I feel dead inside. I've never given so much of myself to someone or cared so much. You returned my love with cheating and lies.
It didn't matter how many gifts I gave you or how beautiful I looked for you. I was scared of getting pregnant but I gave myself completely.
When I first met you I was driven, ambitious and disciplined. Then I fell for you, a love I thought would bring out the best in me. I don't know why destiny brought us together.
After all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the torture I have seen previously I didn't deserve this. I didn't see any love or commitment from you. I just became increasingly scared that you would hurt me mentally or physically.
Your life was about partying and women. Mine was you and my work. If I stay here I will crave you and miss you.
So, I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I never went with anyone else. I am a loyal person. No other woman will give you as much as I did or love you as much as I did. I can write that in my blood...
You never even met my sister. I bought your sister presents... You never appreciated my love, kicked me in the face... The Goa trip was my birthday present but even after you cheated I still spent on you. I aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply... I wish you had loved me like I loved you... I leave this place with nothing but broken dreams and empty promises. All I want now is to go to sleep and never wake up again...'
Sad!
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